Gloomy thing to say contrary to the good weather today, i had so many things in mind right now, i wish you were here so that i can have someone who can i talked to and clear those misty thoughts i have in mind. as if you were a sudden rain shower that can clear out every thing that is vague. it was a very busy March,...and right now, a very tiresome April, i am not very happy, i want to pour all my feeling out, as if i want to shout out loud. i wanna rest and sleep without someone bothering about me or my presence.
i am longing for someone to talk to... about my absence on church services, and why, on how to calm my mind regarding the arrangement my relatives are setting up with me, or is it only on my mind? about the end on the month date with a special friend, and about my going back to school on "June for MS. i am hoping everything for the best,. right now, first thing fist, i need to act on the present, act on the set priorities.. may everything be worth it as i always believe. i miss you so much, my sweeetheart. :(
