Thursday, October 11, 2012

Narra Flowers

Narra flowers are falling around. As I walked along the yellow flower covered road, I look up and saw more flowers falling.. More and more flowers keep on falling… I kept my tears from falling too..This flowers bring back memories from the past. Two things in the past that still hunt me until now.. the first, the time when he loves to stay and walk with me. .. strong
and lively with a heartful glee I love to hear. And the second was on the hospital bed, where he lie withered and thin,, still a meek smile I can see…And his last words were… “ I want to be free like those narra flowers… isn’t it’s nice to be free,, flown by the air and eventually rest?” I remember him say. And he fall into a deep slumber...

2 WEEKS

Your question was: “What if i choose you?” With me, i had never offer you anything, nor promise everything. We barely knew each other. Two weeks together, that's all it took, two weeks for me to fall for you. That we never had the chance to spent some more good memories. All that we do is to share each other some funny long hours of talk, some yearnings of someone
to love and care and bountiful concerns, and nothing else.. People come and go in life, but also life goes on. And i can only be grateful you came nourishing my soul with the feeling i yearn to have all these years. God answered my prayer. It was not a matter of time, being a long one or a very short period of time. What is important is once in my life, i encountered being cared of, by you. And now that i feel like losing you, at least, no matter how short it had been, i can only be grateful of having you. I just realized something too, i just wanted you to be happy. My question is: Will you be happy with me? if you answers me yes, then i would surely do everything to be there for you and would love you for all the seconds of my life, but then, if you say, your past is where you’ll be happier, i guess, all i have to do is accept it and live life as usual, when there was no you yet… I dreaded to be alone again, and that it would be very lonely walking around the park without you… And yet, i just have too.Inspired by the movie, Dear John:)