Hi,
Are you writing on your journal right now? i've never took a long look at your journals cause you wanted them secret, unlike me, who oftenly write some love letters to you my dear. how are you? I wish to hear some new things about you? about me here?
"Je m'apelle Meryl"
"J'ai vingt ut un ans"
"Comment vas -tu"
Hahaha. i know i know i can sense you lifting your brows.
I really don't know when these fascination of French things come to me. i just found my self one day dreaming to study at Paris... well, do you remember during our one lazy afternoon dates when we just talk around the park and you ask me what do i visualized with myself ten years from now and i answered back, "I am at Paris that time, wearing a white body hugging white cotton knitted sweater, a lovely colorful tights under a sweet chocolate colored skirt matching with white boots, with a happy smile and walking down the streets of Paris.." and you just laugh and teased me, i may be laughing crazily running around the streets of Paris.
Maybe, that was the start of this inspiration. Last month, i was looking for a good book at the Booksale, and reached this 75-peso worth sale book with a title "Almost French" by Sarah Turnbull. the book opened my eyes with so many things about France and Paris itself, my dream place... Well, i learned that if i want to be a part of that society, i should establish the very best of myself even here in my own country and that i should appear beautiful all the time. practice makes perfect, i guess i have more time to practice..^^ last week, a French dictionary from the shelves of NBS was purchased by me and now, i am learning some new words though i never knew how to pronounce them properly. i guess you would help me at that part, being the most knowledgeable man i know**wink
anyways, right now i had just put down a thick book, the "Les Miserables", a book i had borrowed from my officemate. it is the story of an epic romance in France, a popular masterpiece written by Victor Hugo. Coincidence, i wondered why it had to be a french thing again.. and as of now, believe it or not, i was busily browsing a very popular site, the "My little Paris" an updated site of things that are going around Paris.. my love to the movie Ratatouille" which i had seen only maybe a few months ago^^ must be noted too.
so my life is somewhat full of French things right now. Hahaha.. maybe, this is just a little scape to my routinary Sunday that composes of the usual getting up as early as 6 in the morning, eating my breakfast (usually bread and milk in tetra pack), then getting prepared for the church. after going to church, i came at home at past 1 in the afternoon. today is so rainy. and that i got my nice black shoes really sadly soaked.
as i lay my back on the bed, i opened and started reading the book, "Les Miserables" which even at first really justifies its title,. as i read the first parts, almost all the events are miserable, but then every pages are very exciting that i cant help but to finish the first chapter, and i had almost forgot about my favorite radio segment every afternoon at 97.1 Brgy Love stories :)
I proceed to washing my clothes and i accidentally slipped in the floor causing cut in my toe little finger., whew,, i wonder if the rusty door edge would cause some tetanus to me :(i will just ask mama if what are the symptoms of tetanus,first thing in the morning tomorrow.
After washing the clothes, i proceed reading the book. I cant put it down in the part that Fantine did everything for her child and that Jean Valjean took a look at her..
Then i went to church again to do some paper works.. It was all routinary right? but somewhat fulfilling to the soul.
And so my mind is troubled by a peculiar announcement today..i guess need not to trouble my mind right now.
But i need to consider the feeling of the person might be a kind deed. well, i guess everything had been set by God for you and me.
It is normal for me to be silent and flattered of course, when someone says he like you but then.,,given the fact that i live so alone and antisocial for more that so many years now..
As i said, i need no more troubles right now. i would be very happy troubling myself thinking of you. For now, i must say do not worry that much about me, as you create yourself, i am going to build my self too like a jigsaw puzzle, putting pieces that fit together to make a beautiful masterpiece before presenting myself to you. for now i would be very content reading / listening to some one's epic love story as i develop and improve myself...
so i say goodnight dear. all is well:)
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